11/23/09 10:17 pm - X
So I feel like doing something sweet for you today, it's like how I want to do something sweet for you everyday but I know it wouldn't be sweet anymore if it's sweet everyday. The best thing about having no one to date, is to be able to spend every little second of every spare time with you.
The plans we always make together, how you'd get me to call u up in the morning so we can head out together. And even though I jolly well know you'd fall right back asleep after my call, I still do. And I said before, your sleepy voice pwns all sleepy voices we heard and raved about. Simple things like how our plans are always delayed at least 2 hours, and how we always meet at the front of the train. I have so many messages that says "I'm reachingggg!!!!" :) Even though I always reach for your hand and half the time, you pull away saying "DONT WANT" and how it'd be followed by my "mother fucker....", I can't seem to stop doing it. Maybe it's a form of assurance, that you'd always be there, but I know that I've been holding your hand the longest and most, and I doubt that'll ever change. I love how we always quarrel over hot girls, because 3/4 of the time you call me blind. I love how you always ask me whether or not you look alright, you know I'll always tell you "you look okkkk" when I actually mean you look really really pretty everyday. I love how we always have to share a meal, it makes me feel as though I won't be able to have a proper meal with anyone else because I won't be able to finish it and you won't be there to share the burden with me. We can't eat oily food/milky products cos after awhile, our faces change and u'd gimme the "i needa shit" look and i would tell u the same. I love how you always ask me whether i wanna eat "bread,egg,bao,soyabean,beef,meat,po
I am reliant, completely reliant on you. And you know it too, maybe that's why we're destined never to fall in love.
Because I honestly think that our friendship beats every other "True love" out there, and I won't be able to find any other feeling as genuine as this. and pls, even though i constantly want u to marry me, i don't really mean it :)
vampy zel
